I remember the good ol' days when I was creative, fresh, everything i wanted to be... I learned about music theory and stuff and used everything i learned to make better beats everytime i learned something new...
Now, i got so caged in "Techniques" that i can't even write a simple melody! all my beats sound the same in every fucking aspect, and whenever I try to do something new it's like I'm pretending to act like I'm dope.
I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I MADE THE GREAT BEATS I MADE BEFORE!
I mean man ... i have some beats in the storage that can make The Alchemist bow down (pretend that's true) but not only i can't be half as good as I was (which would make me twice as good as you'd ever be (@eminem please don't sue me 4 this)), I don't even know How i used to be able to do that???
Even when I do a above-average melody, there's no feeling. no mood on it. it's always dull.
I need help man. I'm the type of person to rather never have a reputation than have the reputation and lose it one day, and now I'm having the greatest fall I ever had. You wouldn't believe how dope your (least) favorite 16 yo was just 2 months ago.
Btw isn't it beautiful? I had just turned 14 when I came here, now I'm 16. at this point Fade watched me grow up more than my dad ever did![Big grin :D :D](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
Now, i got so caged in "Techniques" that i can't even write a simple melody! all my beats sound the same in every fucking aspect, and whenever I try to do something new it's like I'm pretending to act like I'm dope.
I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I MADE THE GREAT BEATS I MADE BEFORE!
I mean man ... i have some beats in the storage that can make The Alchemist bow down (pretend that's true) but not only i can't be half as good as I was (which would make me twice as good as you'd ever be (@eminem please don't sue me 4 this)), I don't even know How i used to be able to do that???
Even when I do a above-average melody, there's no feeling. no mood on it. it's always dull.
I need help man. I'm the type of person to rather never have a reputation than have the reputation and lose it one day, and now I'm having the greatest fall I ever had. You wouldn't believe how dope your (least) favorite 16 yo was just 2 months ago.
Btw isn't it beautiful? I had just turned 14 when I came here, now I'm 16. at this point Fade watched me grow up more than my dad ever did