@K-waz dont give up bro. We could all learn a thing or 2 from lil sister...
That's how I felt when I first came here, the only battles were beat this and battle that. I got knock down, every time, but I got back up again every time. My first beat this win was against some really really tough competition, made my first win so much sweeter, those days helped make me the beatmaker I am today.
Some results can be a bit off and questionable, like you say it really depends on who is voting, their personal taste and level. But No Retreat, No Surrender.